the last seminar preparing the exam - if I don't pass, I can't get the degree - will be held 10 hours later and I didn't do almost nothing for my presentation. this is a bad habit that I use my spare time in other things - to be present a camp that I managed (which was literally FANTASTIC!), writing a proposal to present in 3 months, eat whatever I want, and keeping close with sweetheart before he departs.
and I went to a workshop of writing and reading English papers (esp. scholar ones), and got stressed to hear awkward intonation for 2 hours. I was very curious what would the foreign students thought hearing it, about more than 1/5 of the participants. I might be there today and day after tomorrow too.
so I am short of time to prepare the exam, while there're some small things to do otherwise, which is the most distracting my concentration. some of those are my work and others are not, but bothering if not done right and tight.
that I am a kind of person who is sensitive more than I thought before, is what I am thinking about nowadays. I have been always fought against the matters while there can be other means to deal with them, in more peaceful ways for me and for others. will knowing it and admitting it ease my nerve in any extent? just after the fantastic camp that I got to love every comers I got nervous with 2 different people I met outside. please God, may there be peace, at least inside.
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